tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84000655554648643792023-07-18T01:05:20.331-04:00CalorieA blog about eating disorters and obsession with thin , beautiful and model =)Kylehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06580797796977616770noreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8400065555464864379.post-36036220611863646072010-01-13T09:43:00.002-05:002010-01-13T09:55:22.183-05:00Yuckk<a href="http://xc0.xanga.com/1acc002bd873591867933/b55610199.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 394px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 720px; CURSOR: hand" border="0" alt="" src="http://xc0.xanga.com/1acc002bd873591867933/b55610199.jpg" /></a><br /><div><div><br /><div>So I started to go to the gym ,<br /><div>Monday I did a tonus class (45 min) and a step class ( 30 min)<br />Tuesday I did kick boxing (50 minutes) and today Ill go do a 55 min step class.<br /></div><div><div>I was at 130 pounds on monday but i'm always moving between 130 and 134....</div><div>=(</div><br /><div>My diet was going reallyyy good (always under 600) but now that I start moving around i'm ALWAYS hungry and I have big trouble fighting against it. I need to come back to the right track =(</div><div><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 261px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 322px; CURSOR: hand" border="0" alt="" src="http://x9a.xanga.com/5baf522653535235673758/z186150076.jpg" /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 424px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 267px; CURSOR: hand" border="0" alt="" src="http://x32.xanga.com/8408067222120235673699/z137379107.jpg" /></div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 317px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 371px; CURSOR: hand" border="0" alt="" src="http://x44.xanga.com/24c81174d6570235673656/z145821531.jpg" /></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div>Kylehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06580797796977616770noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8400065555464864379.post-23024815215342659352010-01-07T12:03:00.003-05:002010-01-07T12:15:18.070-05:00ExcersiesLike I said in my previous post, I started excercises every night (the bootcamp training from pro-ana nation)<br />I was doing really good and then my boyfriend bought the Wii Fit ... i'm addicted already. =)<br />So now I"m doing 30 minutes per night (=100 cal) , I'm still doing my abs excercises every night and next week (tuesday) i'm starting to go back to the gym 3 times a week.<br /><br />Tuesday -Kickboxing<br />Wednesday - Step aerobic<br />Friday - Boot camp<br /><br />I'm really excited!!! Yeahhh !!<br />I used to do any sport , nothing... not even walking across the street so i'm really pround.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.celebritybeautybuzz.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/02/marisa_miller_199116g000x0432x646.jpeg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 280px; height: 418px;" src="http://www.celebritybeautybuzz.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/02/marisa_miller_199116g000x0432x646.jpeg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Kylehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06580797796977616770noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8400065555464864379.post-82499257975526446312010-01-04T12:13:00.003-05:002010-01-04T12:29:48.686-05:00Inspirations<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://anina.typepad.com/.a/6a00d83451b2f269e20120a58fbdb2970c-800wi"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 294px; height: 393px;" src="http://anina.typepad.com/.a/6a00d83451b2f269e20120a58fbdb2970c-800wi" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.juliadean.com/2008winter/img/jason-christopher.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 314px; height: 462px;" src="http://www.juliadean.com/2008winter/img/jason-christopher.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.iainclaridge.co.uk/blog/wp-content/uploads/mari_sarai1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 470px; height: 296px;" src="http://www.iainclaridge.co.uk/blog/wp-content/uploads/mari_sarai1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.chinadaily.com.cn/lifestyle/2006-09/30/xin_590903300935658136975.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 503px;" src="http://www.chinadaily.com.cn/lifestyle/2006-09/30/xin_590903300935658136975.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://lovelyemmawatson.com/UserFiles/2009/6/23/Emma-Watson%27s-new-Teen-Vogu.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 350px; height: 344px;" src="http://lovelyemmawatson.com/UserFiles/2009/6/23/Emma-Watson%27s-new-Teen-Vogu.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://img.skinnyvscurvy.com/2009/06/doutzen-kroes-covers-harpers-bazaar-magazine.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 392px; height: 599px;" src="http://img.skinnyvscurvy.com/2009/06/doutzen-kroes-covers-harpers-bazaar-magazine.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.modissimo.fr/wp/wp-content/uploads/2009/08/terry-richardson-harpers-bazaar-6.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 396px; height: 605px;" src="http://www.modissimo.fr/wp/wp-content/uploads/2009/08/terry-richardson-harpers-bazaar-6.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Kylehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06580797796977616770noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8400065555464864379.post-73652682270176726402010-01-04T12:04:00.002-05:002010-01-04T12:13:14.304-05:00Diet PillsYeserday, I bought 2 new diet pills.<br /><br />- SlimQuick 6 ways with green tea<br />- Alinea Burn fat<br /><br />Somebody have comments on those ??<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.walgreens.com/dbimagecache/81156811007_450x450_a.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 314px; height: 314px;" src="http://www.walgreens.com/dbimagecache/81156811007_450x450_a.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.nutrisante.ca/DATA/PRODUIT/76_1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 285px; height: 285px;" src="http://www.nutrisante.ca/DATA/PRODUIT/76_1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Kylehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06580797796977616770noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8400065555464864379.post-31855225118916192962010-01-04T11:58:00.002-05:002010-01-04T12:03:31.406-05:00TodayMy boyfriend need to fast for the next 2 days because of a medical operation tomorrow. So i'll try to reduce my cal intake considarably to encourage him.<br />Yesterday was the tradionnal italian family dinner in his family and cheated a lot so I need to make up.<br />I'm also freaking out because I gained 4 pounds since yesterday (is that even possible???)<br />Anyway I havent eat yet , good thing. The problem for me is always the evening so we'll see...<br /><br />Kyle<br />xoxoxKylehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06580797796977616770noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8400065555464864379.post-28959733522078088092010-01-02T12:37:00.003-05:002010-01-04T12:04:09.641-05:00Drop Dead Diva<div>Just discoverd this TV show yesterday. It's my new inspiration. </div><br /><p>The show tells the story of a shallow model-in-training who dies in a sudden accident only to find her soul resurfacing in the body of a brilliant, thoughtful and plus-size attorney.</p>This show is really funny and in the few first episodes you see her best friend (who is still a hot model) exercise and do diet ,etc.<br /><p>You can watch all the episode online here : <a href="http://www.sidereel.com/drop_dead_diva">www.sidereel.com/drop_dead_diva</a> <a href="http://www.weightforsuccess.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/drop_dead_diva.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px 10px 10px 0px; float: left; width: 313px; height: 320px;" alt="" src="http://www.weightforsuccess.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/drop_dead_diva.jpg" border="0" /></a></p><br /><br />Enjoy!!<br />Kyle<br />xoxox<br /><p></p>Kylehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06580797796977616770noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8400065555464864379.post-49928243388630699492010-01-02T12:23:00.003-05:002010-01-04T12:04:28.293-05:00♥♥ Exercises and diet pills ♥♥Like i said in previous post , I'm really lazy. I never did spot in my whole life. I decided to fight my brain and to start doing excercises because, I don't want to be skinny-fat or just skinny, I want to be fit and firm, like a Victoria's secret model ♥<br /><br />So, I found this 'mini boot-camp' do to at home, on Pro-ana nation's website. Here is the link:<br /><a href="http://www.pro-ana-nation.com/v1/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=62&Itemid=1&catid=79">http://www.pro-ana-nation.com/v1/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=62&Itemid=1&catid=79</a><br />I'm planing on doing it everynight. Yesterday I do the whole program one time and I was pretty tired after (please not that i'm in a BAD SHAPE , i NEVER did sport in my life.)<br />You're supposed to do it 2-3 times but I did each excercises for 1min instead of 45sec.<br /><br />The bad part is that before doing my excercises I took my diet pills , instead of taking 2 like usual I made a mistake (??god knows why??) I took 3 instead. I swear I pass the rest of the evening on the couch thinking I was about to die , I was REALLY dizzy and that's why I ate an extra apple.<br /><br />So girls , be careful with strong diet pills =(<br /><br />Kyle<br />xoxoxKylehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06580797796977616770noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8400065555464864379.post-88042209922555292662010-01-01T13:19:00.005-05:002010-01-02T12:23:17.845-05:00♥♥ First day of my thinnest year ♥♥January 1st , it's a new year. It's the perfect time to start fresh.<br /><br />Okay , it's true, I say that because I feel guilty... I cheated last time , BIG TIME. I had a slice of chicken pizza and like french fries... it's ridiculous how I have to control during the holidays, I really need to stay on track.<br /><br />To punished myself I did some excercises. I'm lazy and I hate sport so it was a really big challenge for me. I did crushes and jumping jack like crazy... my bf thought i took speed because I was running around all night long. After we did wresling on the bed until I was not able to breath no more, kind of a good cardio I think.<br /><br />I really need to get my shit together and start fresh so I only had one of my cookie diet this morning and I'm not gonna eat until dinner tonight, probably a little salad.<br /><br /><br /><strong>Today </strong><br />1 diet Cookie : 105 cal<br />2 green apple: 170 cal<br />1/2 tuna can(in water) : 90 cal<br />10 aspargus : 80 cal<br />1 mini cucumber: 10 cal<br />Total: 455 cal<br /><br />This morning I woke up with really bad cramp, I was crying. My bf was mad because he knew the pain was from the excess of elax I had yesterday night...whatever I thought I lost 2 pounds after going to the bathroom 5 times but when I weight myself I was horrified to see that I gained 2 pounds , I wanted to die , seriously... now i'm 134 pounds , it's gross, the worst is my bf grabbing my thight and saying ''ummm I like that meat'' like an animal... I almost<br />cried.<a href="http://www.odt.co.nz/files/slideshow/victoria_s_secret_angel_chosen_from_online_vote_2067267921.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 379px" alt="" src="http://www.odt.co.nz/files/slideshow/victoria_s_secret_angel_chosen_from_online_vote_2067267921.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Here's a picture of Victoria's secret model boot camp...Kylehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06580797796977616770noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8400065555464864379.post-85608287394238191072009-12-31T16:46:00.007-05:002010-01-01T16:16:36.722-05:00First diet day here , 1825th in real life.Personnally, I'm really good at not eating all day , then , going home and binging like <strong>CRAZYYY </strong>then staying in the bathroom for 1h trying to puke ,then ,realizing i'm not gonna puke because for some reasons my body is stupid , then , eating a half-box of laxatif and crying in my bed for my lack of will-power.....<br /><br />BUT.....<br /><br />I started this cookie diet, (aka as smart for life).<br />I'm suppose to eat 1 cookie every 2hour and then a meal for dinner. (Chicken and veggy)<br />Everycookie have 105 calories of protein and 4% of fat.<br />Basically your always stuff because of the protein so you don't have to think about cheating/binge.<br /><br />Okay now , the thing is , those cookie are 1) disgusting 2) expensive 3) too rich for me.<br />So i'm eat 2 or 3 during the day (instead of 6 like i'm suppose too) and then I go home and very often I binge.....<br /><br /><strong>Today</strong><br />3 diet cookies ( 315 cal)<br />Going for dinner later with my bf.... we'll see. <a href="http://www.gq-magazine.co.uk/girls/cover_girls/slideshows/090203-victorias-secret.aspx_ss_image_16.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 480px" alt="" src="http://www.gq-magazine.co.uk/girls/cover_girls/slideshows/090203-victorias-secret.aspx_ss_image_16.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://cm1.theinsider.com/media/0/83/9/Victoria_Secret_models_backstage.0.0.0x0.432x484.jpeg"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://cm1.theinsider.com/media/0/83/9/Victoria_Secret_models_backstage.0.0.0x0.432x484.jpeg"></a>Kylehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06580797796977616770noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8400065555464864379.post-28913022993293713202009-12-31T16:15:00.009-05:002009-12-31T16:27:15.115-05:00First Post - Presentation<span style="color:#ccccff;"><br />I've been wanting to have a blog since a long time now, always thought it was a brillant idea to keep motivation and focus on your objectif, so here I am.<br /><br />I don't consider myself as a pro-ana or even somebody with ED. I just have a <strong>HUGE </strong>obsession with beauty. I mean , a non-healthy and really disturbing obsession about thin and amazing model/actress/socialite/celebtrity.<br /><br />I don't purge and deprive myself of food. But I do use pro-ana blog as motivation , I do put myself into very strict diet, count my calorie and I do weight myself 25 times a day.<br /><br />On top of that, I take extremely care of my hair , my skin , my nails to look my best , always.<br /><br />So this blog will mainly be about the food but also about nice cosmetic tresure and other practical advise to always be your best.<br /><br />Take Care<br /><br />Kyle<br />xoox</span><br /><p align="center"><a href="http://cache2.asset-cache.net/xc/82740302.jpg?v=1&c=IWSAsset&k=2&d=17A4AD9FDB9CF193F1A54CE2C4AF7C23345B57749EA4872DB01E70F2B3269972"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 282px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 436px" alt="" src="http://cache2.asset-cache.net/xc/82740302.jpg?v=1&c=IWSAsset&k=2&d=17A4AD9FDB9CF193F1A54CE2C4AF7C23345B57749EA4872DB01E70F2B3269972" border="0" /></a></p>Kylehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06580797796977616770noreply@blogger.com0